4/2/10

hey there people, or should i say person. well actually i know that a couple people read this but they aren't following. i have 1 follower which i think is awesome. so thank you follower. well moving right along i am mad at my keyboard. hahahah just kidding i am not mad just a little upset. i sat and typed for over a hour today actually almost 2 hours to prepare something for management and it was last minute notice that they needed it but i did it anyways and then i find out when i am already home that they think 1 tiny part is wrong. well i mean seriously if it is then fix it i didn't have anytime to prepare and if i typo-ed in one place then whatever i do not need a email about it. well anyways moving right along, apparently i am not giving my wife enough credit so here it goes. i love my wife she is amazing and the most wonderful thing i could ever imagine to have. and if she doesn't want the same name for our son then i guess i should let her have what she wants because lets be honest she is the one carrying the baby i am just the husband. so anyways there is her credit. getting into this not giving credit thing the person who read this and got upset with me about the things i was saying about the name knows how good i am to this person. i mean seriously i treat her better then anybody ever. but i dont get credit for that i get to her about the bad things i do. whatever. i am just so over never being recognized for the good and only the bad. i fucking break my fucking back to make it so we have what we have. i mean seriously i work 12 hour days for weeks at a time, i cook i clean i do so fucking much it is retarded. but i get (--) much for it when i should be getting (------------------) much for it but whatever that is life.

moving right along work was busy as hell today and these incentives we are going to launch are great it makes me want to be on the phones again in a way. shit i would win every one of them. but nope i have to be the one who takes care of all of the drama the number running the ins and outs of it and then i get to say "yay you won". i seriously think they need to have something for me. i mean i know i get paid more then the reps do hourly but i was making way more money before i was in this position because of the commission but whatever you have to take cut sometime or other to eventually get the big dollars. which i am hoping will be within the next 5 years.i know what you are saying....5 years that is a long time, well it is but i am not going to lie to you or myself and say it is going to happen anytime sooner but if it does then awesome.

well i think that i have typed well enough for now i am done. just wanted to vent a little and get some stuff off my chest. peace see you all later.